tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-45810867360456117142024-03-05T20:55:26.826-08:00Ainul Hayatikinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07076778935203917112noreply@blogger.comBlogger101125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4581086736045611714.post-73563167918750156682014-03-03T19:00:00.000-08:002014-03-03T19:04:50.324-08:00Update!!! :)Bismillahirrahmaanirraheem.<br />
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Assalamualaikum readres :)<br />
Subhanallah, its been forever since i last updated my blog. A lot of things has happened :)<br />
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Alhamdulillah, I passed my final med exam in May 2013, got married with my love of life in end May 2013, graduated from RCSI in June '13, got pregnant on the same month :) , came back home to Malaysia for good, started my housemanship in HKL in end october, and guess what, now im 35 weeker pregnant (jeng jeng jeng) and is having regular contraction and other signs of labour! Expecting the new member in the family very, very soon inshaAllah.<br />
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Its been forever since i put the entry in this site. and to sum up all the events that has been happening in the past 1 year is just too impossible.<br />
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working life is different. married life is different. a complete new experience to compare to my leisure life when i once a student in a foreign country back in 2009 :) Alhamdulillah, Allah has blessed me so much.<br />
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I personally wanted to thank my beloved husband, Mr Fajarimi for all your love, support and attention. The last few months was terrible. Housemanship and getting pregnant at the same time is killing me. Imagine, I was admitted for 5 times due to preterm contraction. Not blaming the job, as we all know that the nature of being a houseman is to stay working in the hospital for 16 hours a day. I was not a fit person. I got sick really quickly, and the baby seems not to cope well too. A lot of issues happened during the pregnancy course, it taught me a lot. It wasnt easy to be a mom. Plus working in the Obs and Gynae department almost always give me the nervousness. I see and attend pregnant ladies everyday. Assisting C-sec, consoling miscarriage pregrancy, etc. It wasnt easy at all.<br />
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Anyhow, will try to update the site more frequently afterwards hopefully. Today will go mengurut as my kaki sudah bengkak bengkak, and badan sakit macam smua sendi nk tercabut hehe. Yes, labour is hard work.<br />
Pray for me that everything goes smoothly :)<br />
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Missing my baby so much, inshaAllah will see you very soon ;)<br />
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Wassalam :)ikinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07076778935203917112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4581086736045611714.post-46615904684374693932013-01-19T10:32:00.002-08:002013-01-19T10:32:54.989-08:00Berhenti berharap.<br />
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Rebahkan tangguhmu</div>
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Lepaskan perlahan</div>
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Dingin malam tirai kenanganku</div>
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Menyerlahkan sekurun ingatan</div>
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Terciptalah rimba kehidupan</div>
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Dari jalaran pepohon memori silam</div>
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Dedaunnya kenangan dan akarnya pengalaman</div>
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#Dublin, 6.24pm, 17/1/2013</div>
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ikinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07076778935203917112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4581086736045611714.post-11065600478706831242013-01-12T10:21:00.003-08:002013-01-12T11:29:28.540-08:00Al Muzzammil 1-7<div class="MsoNormal">
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Firman Allah dari Surah Al Muzzammil ayat 1-7</div>
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<span style="color: purple;">[1<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4581086736045611714" name="1"></a>] Wahai orang yang berselimut!.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">[2<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4581086736045611714" name="2"></a>] Bangunlah sembahyang Tahajjud pada waktu malam, selain dari
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<span style="color: purple;">[3<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4581086736045611714" name="3"></a>] Iaitu separuh dari waktu malam, atau kurangkan sedikit dari
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<span style="color: purple;">[4<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4581086736045611714" name="4"></a>] Ataupun lebihkan (sedikit) daripadanya; dan bacalah Al-Quran
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<span style="color: purple;">[5<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4581086736045611714" name="5"></a>] (Sayugialah engkau dan pengikut-pengikutmu membiasakan diri
masing-masing dengan ibadat yang berat kepada hawa nafsu, kerana) sesungguhnya
Kami akan menurunkan kepadamu wahyu (Al-Quran yang mengandungi
perintah-perintah) yang berat (kepada orang-orang yang tidak bersedia
menyempurnakannya).<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">[6<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4581086736045611714" name="6"></a>] Sebenarnya sembahyang dan ibadat malam lebih kuat kesannya
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<span style="color: purple;">[7<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4581086736045611714" name="7"></a>] (Kami galakkan engkau dan umatmu beribadat pada waktu malam),
kerana sesungguhnya engkau pada siang hari mempunyai urusan-urusan yang panjang
kira bicaranya;<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">[8<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4581086736045611714" name="8"></a>] Dan sebutlah (dengan lidah dan hati) akan nama Tuhanmu (terus
menerus siang dan malam), serta tumpukanlah (amal ibadatmu) kepadaNya dengan
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<span style="color: purple;">[9<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4581086736045611714" name="9"></a>] Dia lah Tuhan yang menguasai timur dan barat; tiada Tuhan
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<i>Ayat ini di turunkan kepada Rasulullah tercinta, Nabi Muhammad SAW di kala baginda menerima kecaman dan rencana penentangan orang kafir, ada riwayat menceritakan baginda menggigil ketakutan. Lalu turunlah ayat ini, firman Allah yang mengajar Rasul supaya menunaikan bangun malam beribadah sebagai satu cara menghadapi ujian yang telah Allah aturkan kepada baginda. Sesungguhnya qiamullail (qiam = bangun dan ul-lail= malam) itu adalah <b>sumber kekuatan orang-orang mukmin.</b><br /><br />Semoga Allah memberi kekuatan bagi kita untuk menegakkan tuntutan solat malam. </i></div>
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<span style="color: #134f5c;">[28<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4581086736045611714" name="28"></a>]“Kembalilah kepada Tuhanmu dengan keadaan engkau berpuas
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<span style="color: #134f5c;">[29<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4581086736045611714" name="29"></a>]“Serta masuklah engkau dalam kumpulan hamba-hambaku yang
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<span style="color: #134f5c;">[30<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4581086736045611714" name="30"></a>]“Dan masuklah ke dalam SyurgaKu! “</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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ikinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07076778935203917112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4581086736045611714.post-40970783678092496452013-01-10T07:42:00.000-08:002013-01-10T11:33:24.668-08:00Hope and forgiveness.<div class="MsoNormal">
Let me tell you something my friend. They are about hope and forgiveness.</div>
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Hope can drive a man insane.</div>
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You need to be very careful when you put hopes on people, on things in life.<br />
If it goes the wrong way, it will crash your heart so much you'll lose your completely.<br />
Once its crushed, it takes ages to heal. Despite that, hope to God never turns you away.<br />
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<u>FORGIVENESS</u><br />
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And another thing I learn is: Forgiving is not forgetting. It's letting go of the hurt.<br />
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A little girl was asked what forgiveness is...<br />
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She gave a beautiful answer...<br />
"It is the fragrance that flowers give when they are crushed..."<br />
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I have learned that sometimes ''sorry'' is not enough. Sometimes you actually have to change.<br />
ikinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07076778935203917112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4581086736045611714.post-73124340350021556592013-01-06T02:06:00.000-08:002013-01-06T02:06:00.340-08:00Men VS Women<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Assalamualaikum readers.</div>
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Lessons learnt after living on earth for 24 years and 10 months:<br />
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1. Remember, whenever and wherever you are on this planet, you are on your own and at your own risks. No one is gonna come and make your life easy. and yes, that is what we called reality.<br />
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2. Unconditioned love rarely exists among human beings. They do exist in movies, but in real life, even love dies at certain point.<br />
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3. Happiness is your own responsibility. So don't blame others for your sadness. there is no point indulging yourself in self pity; it makes you look weak and become weaker, and weak people receives no self respect.<br />
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4. If you want something, go for it. When i said 'go for it', i mean do something about it. Don't just sit down and dream. miracles is a myth. it never happens. reality is based on the efforts you put onto it. the more efforts you have, the better the outcome will be.<br />
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5. Oh, life is cruel. So don't expect to have paradise waiting for you. Paradise only exist in hereafter.<br />
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6. But yet above all, Allah's mercy is endless. So whenever you feel its the end of the world, it actually is not.<br />
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7. Good friends are rare. once you got them, don't let them go away.<br />
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8. Never look down to other people. You are actually imperfect as well. I've seen many people laughing at other's imperfection, and in years after that they suffer their own words. That's sunnatullah.<br />
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9. Trustworthy is an expensive thing. It took years to earn, it took seconds to loss. So, be honest, never lie to other people, and respect people's rights. o not cross the line.<br />
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10. Be content with what you have.<br />
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11. Love you parents. Because they are the only people who will never leave you at your worse state; when you are sick, when you have big troubles, when the whole world rejected you. Parents are one of the biggest mercy Allah gives us on earth, so be grateful with it.<br />
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Hari ini perasaan ku gelisah. Cuaca muram, mendung sepanjang
hari dan sejuk musim salji memurungkan suasana. Suasana di rumah sunyi. Bukan tidak
berpenghuni, namu semua housemates ku tekun mentelaah buku. Jumaat ini some of
us ada exam, even for myself, case presentation masih belum terlaksana. Hidungku
yang sedikit congested kerana selsema mmg membuatkan ku rasa sungguh tak
selesa. Tadi macam biasa, call rumah kat Malaysia. Bertanya khabar apa yang
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Doa yang tidak putus putus aku alun buat yang tersayang di Malaysia.
Makin pilu bila ibu mengatakan keinginannya untuk bersama anak2 yang bertujuh,
walaupun seorang tidak kesampaian. Kadang kadang aku amat marah pada dunia,
tapi itu memang hakikat. Memujuk hati dengan berpegang pada kenyataan yang dunia
ini hanyalah sementara dan senda gurau, sekadar landasan ujian bagi manusia:
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Alunan lagu broery ku pasang, semata-mata untk merasai
kembali perasaan bersama ayah bonda. Sudah lama tidak sesebak dan teresak
sebegini rupa. Terasa diri seperti anak kecil menangis. Aku rindu abah. Aku rindu
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Ya Allah, aku mohon dengan sangat, sembuhkanlah sakit ibu
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yang sepatutnya aku lakukan, maka ampunkan dosaku kerana kekurangan itu.
Ampunkanlah dosa dosa mak dan abah Ya Allah.. dan janganlah Kau seksa kedua ibu
bapaku kerana kesalahanku. Ya Allah, kasihanilah ibu dan ayahku sepertimana
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<br /><br />Hi good morning to all of you. My voice is a bit hoarse, so please bear with me. I thought I'll just introduce myself. My name is Richard, I'm a medical doctor. And I thought I'll just share some thoughts of my life. It's my pleasure to be invited by prof. Hopefully, it can get you thinking about how... as you pursue this.. embarking on your training to become dental surgeons, to think about other things as well.<br /><br />Since young, I am a typical product of today's society. Relatively successful product that society requires.. From young, I came from a below average family. I was told by the media... and people around me that happiness is about success. And that success is about being wealthy. With this mind-set, I've always be extremely competitive, since I was young.<br /><br />Not only do I need to go to the top school, I need to have success in all fields. Uniform groups, track, everything. I needed to get trophies, needed to be successful, I needed to have colours award, national colours award, everything. So I was highly competitive since young. I went on to medical school, graduated as a doctor. Some of you may know that within the medical faculty, ophthalmology is one of the most highly sought after specialities. So I went after that as well. I was given a traineeship in ophthalmology, I was also given a research scholarship by NUS to develop lasers to treat the eye.<br /><br />So in the process, I was given 2 patents, one for the medical devices, and another for the lasers. And you know what, all this academic achievements did not bring me any wealth. So once I completed my bond with MOH, I decided that this is taking too long, the training in eye surgery is just taking too long. And there's lots of money to be made in the private sector. If you're aware, in the last few years, there is this rise in aesthetic medicine. Tons of money to be made there. So I decided, well, enough of staying in institution, it's time to leave. So I quit my training halfway and I went on to set up my aesthetic clinic... in town, together with a day surgery centre.<br /><br />You know the irony is that people do not make heroes out average GP (general practitioner), family physicians. They don't. They make heroes out of people who are rich and famous. People who are not happy to pay $20 to see a GP, the same person have no qualms paying ten thousand dollars for a liposuction, 15 thousand dollars for a breast augmentation, and so on and so forth. So it's a no brainer isn't? Why do you want to be a gp? Become an aesthetic physician. So instead of healing the sick and ill, I decided that I'll become a glorified beautician. So, business was good, very good. It started off with waiting of one week, then became 3weeks, then one month, then 2 months, then 3 months. I was overwhelmed; there were just too many patients. Vanities are fantastic business. I employed one doctor, the second doctor, the 3rd doctor, the 4th doctor. And within the 1st year, we're already raking in millions. Just the 1st year. But never is enough because I was so obsessed with it. I started to expand into Indonesia to get all the rich Indonesian tai-tais who wouldn't blink an eye to have a procedure done. So life was really good.<br /><br />So what do I do with the spare cash. How do I spend my weekends? Typically, I'll have car club gatherings. I take out my track car, with spare cash I got myself a track car. We have car club gatherings. We'll go up to Sepang in Malaysia. We'll go for car racing. And it was my life. With other spare cash, what do i do? I get myself a Ferrari. At that time, the 458 wasn't out, it's just a spider convertible, 430. This is a friend of mine, a schoolmate who is a forex trader, a banker. So he got a red one, he was wanting all along a red one, I was getting the silver one.<br /><br />So what do I do after getting a car? It's time to buy a house, to build our own bungalows. So we go around looking for a land to build our own bungalows, we went around hunting. So how do i live my life? Well, we all think we have to mix around with the rich and famous. This is one of the Miss Universe. So we hang around with the beautiful, rich and famous. This by the way is an internet founder. So this is how we spend our lives, with dining and all the restaurants and Michelin Chefs you know.<br /><br />So I reach a point in life that I got everything for my life. I was at the pinnacle of my career and all. That's me one year ago in the gym and I thought I was like, having everything under control and reaching the pinnacle.<br /><br />Well, I was wrong. I didn't have everything under control. About last year March, I started to develop backache in the middle of nowhere. I thought maybe it was all the heavy squats I was doing. So I went to SGH, saw my classmate to do an MRI, to make sure it's not a slipped disc or anything. And that evening, he called me up and said that we found bone marrow replacement in your spine. I said, sorry what does that mean? I mean I know what it means, but I couldn't accept that. I was like “Are you serious?” I was still running around going to the gym you know. But we had more scans the next day, PET scans - positrons emission scans, they found that actually I have stage 4 terminal lung cancer. I was like "Whoa where did that come from?” It has already spread to the brain, the spine, the liver and the adrenals. And you know one moment I was there, totally thinking that I have everything under control, thinking that I've reached the pinnacle of my life. But the next moment, I have just lost it.<br /><br />This is a CT scan of the lungs itself. If you look at it, every single dot there is a tumour. We call this miliaries tumour. And in fact, I have tens of thousands of them in the lungs. So, I was told that even with chemotherapy, that I'll have about 3-4months at most. Did my life come crushing on, of course it did, who wouldn't? I went into depression, of course, severe depression and I thought I had everything.<br /><br />See the irony is that all these things that I have, the success, the trophies, my cars, my house and all. I thought that brought me happiness. But i was feeling really down, having severe depression. Having all these thoughts of my possessions, they brought me no joy. The thought of... You know, I can hug my Ferrari to sleep, no... No, it is not going to happen. It brought not a single comfort during my last ten months. And I thought they were, but they were not true happiness. But it wasn't. What really brought me joy in the last ten months was interaction with people, my loved ones, friends, people who genuinely care about me, they laugh and cry with me, and they are able to identify the pain and suffering I was going through. That brought joy to me, happiness. None of the things I have, all the possessions, and I thought those were supposed to bring me happiness. But it didn't, because if it did, I would have felt happy think about it, when I was feeling most down..<br /><br />You know the classical Chinese New Year that is coming up. In the past, what do I do? Well, I will usually drive my flashy car to do my rounds, visit my relatives, to show it off to my friends. And I thought that was joy, you know. I thought that was really joy. But do you really think that my relatives and friends, whom some of them have difficulty trying to make ends meet, that will truly share the joy with me? Seeing me driving my flashy car and showing off to them? No, no way. They won’t be sharing joy with me. They were having problems trying to make ends meet, taking public transport. In fact i think, what I have done is more like you know, making them envious, jealous of all I have. In fact, sometimes even hatred.<br /><br />Those are what we call objects of envy. I have them, I show them off to them and I feel it can fill my own pride and ego. That didn't bring any joy to these people, to my friends and relatives, and I thought they were real joy.<br /><br />Well, let me just share another story with you. You know when I was about your age, I stayed in king Edward VII hall. I had this friend whom I thought was strange. Her name is Jennifer, we're still good friends. And as I walk along the path, she would, if she sees a snail, she would actually pick up the snail and put it along the grass patch. I was like why do you need to do that? Why dirty your hands? It’s just a snail. The truth is she could feel for the snail. The thought of being crushed to death is real to her, but to me it's just a snail. If you can't get out of the pathway of humans then you deserve to be crushed, it’s part of evolution isn't it? What an irony isn't it?<br /><br />There I was being trained as a doctor, to be compassionate, to be able to empathise; but I couldn't. As a house officer, I graduated from medical school, posted to the oncology department at NUH. And, every day, every other day I witness death in the cancer department. When I see how they suffered, I see all the pain they went through. I see all the morphine they have to press every few minutes just to relieve their pain. I see them struggling with their oxygen breathing their last breath and all. But it was just a job. When I went to clinic every day, to the wards every day, take blood, give the medication but was the patient real to me? They weren't real to me. It was just a job, I do it, I get out of the ward, I can't wait to get home, I do my own stuff.<br /><br />Was the pain, was the suffering the patients went through real? No. Of course I know all the medical terms to describe how they feel, all the suffering they went through. But in truth, I did not know how they feel, not until I became a patient. It is until now; I truly understand how they feel. And, if you ask me, would I have been a very different doctor if I were to re-live my life now, I can tell you yes I will. Because I truly understand how the patients feel now. And sometimes, you have to learn it the hard way.<br /><br />Even as you start just your first year, and you embark this journey to become dental surgeons, let me just challenge you on two fronts.<br /><br />Inevitably, all of you here will start to go into private practice. You will start to accumulate wealth. I can guarantee you. Just doing an implant can bring you thousands of dollars, it's fantastic money. And actually there is nothing wrong with being successful, with being rich or wealthy, absolutely nothing wrong. The only trouble is that a lot of us like myself couldn't handle it.<br /><br />Why do I say that? Because when I start to accumulate, the more I have, the more I want. The more I wanted, the more obsessed I became. Like what I showed you earlier on, all I can was basically to get more possessions, to reach the pinnacle of what society did to us, of what society wants us to be. I became so obsessed that nothing else really mattered to me. Patients were just a source of income, and I tried to squeeze every single cent out of these patients.<br /><br />A lot of times we forget, whom we are supposed to be serving. We become so lost that we serve nobody else but just ourselves. That was what happened to me. Whether it is in the medical, the dental fraternity, I can tell you, right now in the private practice, sometimes we just advise patients on treatment that is not indicated. Grey areas. And even though it is not necessary, we kind of advocate it. Even at this point, I know who are my friends and who genuinely cared for me and who are the ones who try to make money out of me by selling me "hope". We kind of lose our moral compass along the way. Because we just want to make money.<br /><br />Worse, I can tell you, over the last few years, we bad mouth our fellow colleagues, our fellow competitors in the industry. We have no qualms about it. So if we can put them down to give ourselves an advantage, we do it. And that's what happening right now, medical, dental everywhere. My challenge to you is not to lose that moral compass. I learnt it the hard way, I hope you don't ever have to do it.<br /><br />Secondly, a lot of us will start to get numb to our patients as we start to practise. Whether is it government hospitals, private practice, I can tell you when I was in the hospital, with stacks of patient folders, I can't wait to get rid of those folders as soon as possible; I can't wait to get patients out of my consultation room as soon as possible because there is just so many, and that's a reality. Because it becomes a job, a very routine job. And this is just part of it. Do I truly know how the patient feels back then? No, I don't. The fears and anxiety and all, do I truly understand what they are going through? I don't, not until when this happens to me and I think that is one of the biggest flaws in our system.<br /><br />We’re being trained to be healthcare providers, professional, and all and yet we don't know how exactly they feel. I'm not asking you to get involved emotionally, I don't think that is professional but do we actually make a real effort to understand their pain and all? Most of us won’t, alright, I can assure you. So don't lose it, my challenge to you is to always be able to put yourself in your patient's shoes.<br /><br />Because the pain, the anxiety, the fear are very real even though it's not real to you, it's real to them. So don't lose it and you know, right now I'm in the midst of my 5th cycle of my chemotherapy. I can tell you it’s a terrible feeling. Chemotherapy is one of those things that you don't wish even your enemies to go through because it's just suffering, lousy feeling, throwing out, you don't even know if you can retain your meals or not. Terrible feeling! And even with whatever little energy now I have, I try to reach out to other cancer patients because I truly understand what pain and suffering is like. But it's kind of little too late and too little.<br /><br />You guys have a bright future ahead of you with all the resource and energy, so I’m going to challenge you to go beyond your immediate patients. To understand that there are people out there who are truly in pain, truly in hardship. Don’t get the idea that only poor people suffer. It is not true. A lot of these poor people do not have much in the first place, they are easily contented. for all you know they are happier than you and me but there are out there, people who are suffering mentally, physically, hardship, emotionally, financially and so on and so forth, and they are real. We choose to ignore them or we just don't want to know that they exist.<br /><br />So do think about it alright, even as you go on to become professionals and dental surgeons and all. That you can reach out to these people who are in need. Whatever you do can make a large difference to them. I'm now at the receiving end so I know how it feels, someone who genuinely care for you, encourage and all. It makes a lot of difference to me. That’s what happens after treatment. I had a treatment recently, but I’ll leave this for another day. A lot of things happened along the way, that's why I am still able to talk to you today.<br /><br />I'll just end of with this quote here, it's from this book called Tuesdays with Morris, and some of you may have read it. Everyone knows that they are going to die; every one of us knows that. The truth is, none of us believe it because if we did, we will do things differently. When I faced death, when I had to, I stripped myself off all stuff totally and I focused only on what is essential. The irony is that a lot of times, only when we learn how to die then we learn how to live. I know it sounds very morbid for this morning but it's the truth, this is what I’m going through.<br /><br />Don’t let society tell you how to live. Don’t let the media tell you what you're supposed to do. Those things happened to me. And I led this life thinking that these are going to bring me happiness. I hope that you will think about it and decide for yourself how you want to live your own life. Not according to what other people tell you to do, and you have to decide whether you want to serve yourself, whether you are going to make a difference in somebody else's life. Because true happiness doesn't come from serving yourself. I thought it was but it didn't turn out that way.<br /><br />Also most importantly, I think true joy comes from knowing God. Not knowing about God – I mean, you can read the bible and know about God – but knowing God personally; getting a relationship with God. I think that’s the most important. That’s what I’ve learnt.<br /><br />So if I were to sum it up, I’d say that the earlier we sort out the priorities in our lives, the better it is. Don’t be like me – I had no other way. I had to learn it through the hard way. I had to come back to God to thank Him for this opportunity because I’ve had 3 major accidents in my past – car accidents. You know, these sports car accidents – I was always speeding , but somehow I always came out alive, even with the car almost being overturned. And I wouldn’t have had a chance. Who knows, I don’t know where else I’d be going to! Even though I was baptised it was just a show, but the fact that this has happened, it gave me a chance to come back to God.<br /><br />Few things I’d learnt though:<br />1. Trust in the Lord your God with all your heart – this is so important.<br />2. Is to love and serve others, not just ourselves.<br /><br />There is nothing wrong with being rich or wealthy. I think it’s absolutely alright, cos God has blessed. So many people are blessed with good wealth, but the trouble is I think a lot of us can’t handle it. The more we have, the more we want. I’ve gone through it, the deeper the hole we dig, the more we get sucked into it, so much so that we worship wealth and lose focus. Instead of worshipping God, we worship wealth. It’s just a human instinct. It’s just so difficult to get out of it.<br /><br />We are all professionals, and when we go into private practise, we start to build up our wealth – inevitably. So my thought are, when you start to build up wealth and when the opportunity comes, do remember that all these things don’t belong to us. We don’t really own it nor have rights to this wealth. It’s actually God’s gift to us. Remember that it’s more important to further His Kingdom rather than to further ourselves.<br /><br />Anyway I think that I’ve gone through it, and I know that wealth without God is empty. It is more important that you fill up the wealth, as you build it up subsequently, as professionals and all, you need to fill it up with the wealth of God.</div>
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These are the bits and pieces of snippets of Waterford, Im gonna miss this place for sure :)</div>
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<i>The Waterford Regional Hospital, from the front view. Nice and peaceful :)</i></div>
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This is Ardkeen Wood Apartment. the pink apartment, thats where i live. Cosy house!!</div>
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<i>Number 44. yeap, thats my house for 4 weeks.</i></div>
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<i>LOL. This is Ireland, drawn by an Irish friend of mine: Theola Moore. She said Ireland map is just like the teddy bear :) We had a long discussion about Ireland and Malaysia, and she ended up calling me the tiger girl because i live in Kelantan! haha..</i></div>
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<i>This is how it looks like in early November 2012. Cold, gloomy, and wet. No wonder I am depressed most of the time!</i></div>
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<i>This picture was taken in the hospital, near the Outpatient Department.</i></div>
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<i>A normal dilemma, common.</i></div>
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<i>Jarang-jarang ambil gambar masa dalam spital nih. this was taken when it was almost 6pm! ada tutorial ortho with one of the tutor. Bersabar je la, walaupn smua perut kelaparan, dan badan kepenatan!!</i></div>
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<i>'Peau d'range'</i></div>
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<i>A medical student should know this, especially if they have leartn breast cancer!!!</i></div>
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I miss to do many things in life. I miss drawing, getting involved in community services, organising events, getting out and meet people, make friends and mingle, do shopping, read story books, getting to know abt political status in Malaysia, US, Ireland, Turkey, Middle East, learn about history, reading news, play sports such as badminton and hockey, decorating house, etc.<br />
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There are just so much to do, but so little time given. Well, this is what it means to be a grown up person, I guess. Responsibility is taking over the pleasure of life, and Im afraid there will be at one point that I will live the life for work, not for love and happiness. People tend to forget the real reason why they do things in the first place; which is to be happy. Working till late hours, ignore the friends and family just because of working, aiming for happiness but u ended up dwelling urself in a terrible vicious circle of life.. Its a scary thought, it happens so frequently. I dont want to fall into the same trap like others had. I want to live a happy life.<br />
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The autumn is here. The yellow
leaves fall down, covering the pavement and roads, backyards. The view indeed
is beautiful. It is almost mid November, the weather is getting colder
everyday. Yet the sky do cast some sunshine spells and the view was absolutely
splendid. Its getting dark earlier, Maghrib is at 4.40pm and Fajr prayer ends
at 8am. Leaving home at early dawn, and came home when its already isya’, emotionally
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I’ve decided to stay at the apartment in Ardkeen Wood,
Waterford over this weekend as it was such a hassle, and very very tiring and expensive to travel to and fro Dublin. This week I joined
the colorectal cancer, and Mr Cooke, my consultant treated my as if im his very
child. Dermot, the SHO never leaves me blank, he explained a lot of things,
teaches a lot of topics and pull me in so that I'm involved in the team’s
function. Yes this is my SSCA rotation, Alhamdulillah even though its surgery and
I did not even get the chance to pick my own elective rota, this has to be the
best team so far <span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span>
maybe I should consider doing surgery as my future career? Allah knows best.<o:p></o:p></div>
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This particularly quiet weekend turned out to be a bit
stressful. A few things went wrong (and I am responsible for all the damage). The bad thing is, when I feel down, I turn
everybody in my circle of surrounding down as well. So maybe, by getting stucked in my room, things will get better. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Being in final med, yes you are not as busy and occupied as
when you are in 4<sup>th</sup> year, but the amount of stress is wayyyy beyond
comprehension. I guess that’s the price I have to pay to get something really precious: the degree
as a medical practitioner. As time is inching closer, the burden felt heavier, I
have to prepare to get a stronger grip of; Myself, my studies, my relationship
with families and friends, etc. I am
soon will turn to be 25 years old: living for almost complete quarter of
century, its time to reflect back my achievements, the good and bad ones, the
mistakes and success, just so that the future can be planned clearer and in a
smarter and better way. The best teacher is the experience itself, living in
this foreign land for the last 4 years, I am sure there is something to improve
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Oh well… I miss my parents and siblings. Sometimes I am
dying to go home. The next few months will be a struggle. Allah, please make me
stronger. Make my friends and my juniors stronger too. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Lets get urself indulge in surgery. Back to books! Not
facebook okay =) <o:p></o:p></div>
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menggandakan kemungkaran.<br /><br />Kita lipat tanah pertiwi<br />menyorong ke saku sendiri,<br />dalam rahsia peribadi,<br />sedang menunggu saudagar<br />dari dalam, ya, dari luar<br />untuk bersedia dibeli.</div>
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ikinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07076778935203917112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4581086736045611714.post-27754091484949979232012-09-30T13:18:00.001-07:002012-09-30T13:18:29.976-07:00Lets learn the physiology of calcium in human body!Assalamualaikum readers :)<br />
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It is already end of September subhanallah! Time really flies this time! I have been spending 1 whole week in Waterford for my medical attachment there, and subhanallah walhamdulillah it was good. Despite the convenience of living in a nice apartment, reaching Tesco in just 8 minutes walk and Lidl in 5 minutes walk, homie environment of the hospital, very dedicated tutors, we also got challenging questions by the consultants! haha.. i guess thats normal to see us react like a turtle trying hard to hide our heads when we join the rounds with doctors who are very intimidating asking us all those hard questions!! (and there are plenty!! plenty of them!!).<br />
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The awkward moment was when you have seated in the room for the past 2 hours, and you have started yawning and creating your own dreams and thoughts and the tutor (who is unfortunately has been talking and teaching since the past 13 minutes) asked u a question, and u have to ask them what is the question again. ahaa... those small moment that brings us joy when we are depressed (yeah... medical students ARE a desperate group of people.. is so hard for us to create a real joke! ^.^")<br />
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My lovely consultant (she is really pretty and nice i tell you!! :D ) has given me a lot of homework, and one of them is to revise again the physiology of calcium in the body (the one topic that i barely understand since i first learn in in my first year...that was 4 years ago! omg no wonder i barely remember abt it!)<br />
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I browsed through the youtube videos and found these links, and it was pretty cute and easy to understand so i think its better for me to post it here!<br />
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the itsy bitsy easy way to learn...definitely the painless way to revise!<br />
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All the best to all 4th and 5th med student for all our final papers! :) Allahumma yaasir wala tu'assir..<br />
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<br />ikinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07076778935203917112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4581086736045611714.post-62423356059977657822012-09-26T14:20:00.000-07:002012-09-27T12:25:39.679-07:00Random updates :)<br />
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It’s the third day of my rotation in Waterford Hospital for my clinical medical attachment. Things
didn’t go as smooth as I expected because I got fever and nasty flu yesterday. It
has gotten worse today, I had to skip my tutorials and rounds in the hospital. Sleeping
the whole day, and that makes me feel even sicker. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Rains has fallen continuously for the past few days, the sun was
so timid to show itself. UK area has gotten involved with floods, im lucky to
get to stay here in this small island. Even so, the cold air did make me sick,
and this time the mucous was so thick sore throat was so annoying I barely can
sleep at night. I wont be surprise if I can finish off the whole box of facial
tissue by tomorrow morning, and i just bought them yesterday! =.=”<o:p></o:p></div>
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The final year as a medical student. Still feel like in a
dream. I used to look at the seniors years ago and felt adored with their
capabilities to achieve this I have to say being here myself is pretty overwhelming,
and pretty scary too. O god, exams are coming real soon! In less than 30 weeks I
will be sitting my final professional exams. Tests and busy schedules are lying
in front of me, awaiting for me to get thru it. Allah, please makes things easy
for me and my friends. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Will I be missing this land? Well, it would be a lie if I say
no. but to go thru again the whole process? I have to at least give a second
thought about it. It never feels good to be away from the one you love; your
parents, families, love ones.. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Tomorrow another thrilling ward round session will starts
again. Another 'drowned and frowned'-with-questions session with my consultant
will happen again. Really, the one constant feeling u feel (all the time!) as a
medical student is the feeling of intimidation towards ur seniors. And this time
its even worse because they expect u to know everything! Yeah… I forgot im a
final med student now. That’s y…<o:p></o:p></div>
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Well….regardless… please make duaa for us. A few months to
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Dont be a stagnant statue. Lets cherish the life we have, and be grateful. Lets be forgiving, including to forgive ourselves, and move on :)<br />
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I found this really useful, life has never been this easy :)<br />
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Hope this video series would be beneficial to all.<br />
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PS: Skills in daily life indeed an important one. Frustration kills ur mood. Ahaa..This really reminds me to Mac Gyver :)<br />
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Alhamdulillah, bertapak kembali sang kaki ke bumi Dublin
untuk ke sekian kalinya. Penerbangan dari Kuala Lumpur International Airport
yang dihantar mak abah dan keluar sungguh memberat dimata dan hati,
meninggalkan mak dan abah yang makin tua, makin kerap sakit urat, makin memutih
uban di kepala, dan adik2 yang makin dewasa merasai hakikat manusia yang mula
menjengah ke alam berdikari. Sungguh, walau apa pun, aku gembira dan bersyukur
dengan apa yang ada.<o:p></o:p><br />
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Bertolak dari Machang, Kelantan menuju ke destinasi transit
di Shah Alam mengambil masa hampir 10 jam di atas jalan raya. Hampir muntah aku
kerana motion sickness, mungkin sebab dah lama sangat tak travel jauh dan lama
macam tu. Singgah seketika di Cameron Highland, menghirup udara sejuk dan
lembap dek hujan renyai yang mengiringi perjalanan kami. Sempat mencicipi buah
strawberry Cameron, dan abah membeli jagung buat bekal makanan untuk perjalanan
yang masih panjang.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Alhamdulillah, tiba di Sungkai, Perak, rumah Pak Anjang ku. Kami
lunch di situ, sekaligus berhari raya. Aku kebiasaannya tidak akan makan sambal
belacan, alas an utama kerana allergic. Tapi sambal Mak Anjang memang terbaik. Dengan
hanya sambal, nasi putih dan ikan terubuk goreng, aku makan berselera hingga 3
pinggan! Hatta selepas itu, menderita aku mengalami sinusitis dan sedikit
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Tiba di Shah Alam, singgah sebentar di rumah Mak Ngah dan
Mak Su Nori. Berhimpin seluruh family, rasa macam hari raya pun nada. Akak dan
abang yang tinggal di shah alam turut serta. Finally after years, jumpa juga
dengan Kak Lenny, my cousin yang tinggal di Wales, as a Registrar (baru naik
pangkat august lepas. Tahniah kak Lenny!). Dah hampir 10 tahun duduk di Eropah,
malangnya kami xsempat hang out sama2. Berborak panjang kami, siap dapat
tutorial pasal how to treat asthma lagi. Haih..bila budak medic bertemu, all
they can do is nerdy talk… ==<br />
Pulang ke rumah kak intan di TTDI, Shah Alam, aku
terus lena, lembik xlarat utk twitch satu muscle pn. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Tiba hari berlepas, sebak dalam hati tuhan yang tahu. Pagi hari
mencari bag galas sebab tali bag lama dah putus. So went out shopping ngan
abah. Sempat jugak kebas a few other things, macam biasa lah kan :)<o:p></o:p></div>
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Tiba di KLIA 2jam 45minutes before departure time. Alhamdulillah,
bag aku hanya 26kg, dah cuak takut excess weight. Sempat bergambar dengan
family, sangat sebak masa nak melangkah turun di balai perlepasan. Luckily not
a single tear dropped this time. Mungkin cuak untuk tiba di Dublin this time,
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And now I am safely in this cold, dark land. Lusa iA akan
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Mak, abah, ikin dah mula rindu. Thank you mak sebab masak
gulai lemak ketam and ikan terubuk masak asam plus sambal belacan. Thank you
abah sebab belanja, bagi duit poket, and even ajar ikin how to makan ketam <span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span> thanks to my siblings
for all the wseet memories we had together, for all the supports, jokes, love
and great company. I am sure looking forward to be back to you guys again. Make
duaa for me inshallah <span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">Make him righteous and on your path</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">And sprinkle water on me at Fajr</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">May he earn from halal sources</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">And spend within his means</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">May he seek Allah's guidance always</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">To fulfill all his dreams</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">May he always refer to Qur'an</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">and the Sunnah as his moral guide</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">May he thank and appreciate Allah</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">And often fast and pray</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">Be charitable and sensitive</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">May he honor and protect me</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">And guide me in this life</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">And please Allah! Make me worthy</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">to be his loving wife</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">And finally, O Allah!</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">Make him abundant in love and laughter</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">In taqwa and sincerity</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.27272605895996px;">In striving for the hereafter!</span></div>
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"Our Lord! grant us in our mates and offspring the joy of our eyes and make us patterns for those who guard against evil." (25:74)</div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">May Allah grant all the Muslim sisters with such husbands... Ameen ya rabb! :) ♥</span></div>ikinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07076778935203917112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4581086736045611714.post-72321733840774917992012-07-01T11:35:00.000-07:002012-07-01T11:35:11.228-07:00From A Doctor's Heart.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br />ikinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07076778935203917112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4581086736045611714.post-26809672786766370412012-06-29T09:18:00.003-07:002012-06-29T10:39:53.036-07:00Government [Quoted from Mahathir Mohamad]<br />
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1. We are seeing some strange things happening in Europe. This continent of rich developed countries is going through afinancial and economic crisis that resists attempts to turn it around and recover.</div>
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2. Several countries of Europe are actually going bankrupt. Greece is bankrupt. Now Spain is practically in recession. Reports indicate that Portugal and Italy are also in deep financial trouble. Even the UK and France are in trouble.</div>
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3. Where did they go wrong? It is important to know the reasons for their decline because we who are fond of copying the Europeans might be going the same way.</div>
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4. I am not an economist of course. Neither am I a financial expert. But as a layman I noticed certain things which may have a bearing on the decline of Western nations and the United States of America.</div>
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5. Simply put the decline is due largely to living beyond their means. In other words they are spending more money than they actually have or earn.</div>
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6. Younger people may not be aware of it but there was a time when all the white goods, machinery and motor vehicles that we bought were from Europe and America. Today you hardly see any of them. We now buy everything from Japan, Korea and China. The products of Europe and America are too expensive and often of poorer quality that we just don’t buy them.</div>
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<b>7. Their high cost is due to their paying their workers wages many times higher than what they should be paid for the productivity level they achieve. They also reduce working hours per day, lesser number of working days per week. They give long holidays to their workers, high overtime allowance, generous pensions and medical care etc.</b></div>
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<b>8. Even then their workers are not satisfied. They go on strike, which actually increases the cost of production. They may be given what they demanded even if their employers could not afford. The price of their products or services had to be raised again even though they were already too high and uncompetitive.</b></div>
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9. Rapidly they lost the market. Unemployment increased and unemployment benefits had to be paid out by the Government just when revenue decreased due to decreasing sales of their products.</div>
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10. Countries like Germany may be able to sustain the high cost of production while maintaining high living standards. This is because Germans work hard and are productive. But the poorer countries of Europe such as Greece, which tries to live like the rich, cannot. So they borrowed money.</div>
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11. We can borrow if we can invest for greater return in order to repay. When we borrow in order to just spend, we will never be able to repay. What can happen to individuals who borrow in order to spend can also happen to countries. They go bankrupt.</div>
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<b>12. Is there a lesson in this for Malaysia? I think there is. We in Malaysia like to live well. If we cannot pay for it then we can ask the Government to pay. We believe the Government has unlimited amounts of money to pay for everything.</b></div>
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<b>13. At the same time we want tax rates to be reduced. As for the tolls they should be abolished. We seem unaware that when we reduce or abolish tolls, the Government has to compensate the operators. What this means is that Government expenditure would increase just when revenue decreases. Abolishing toll does not mean we don’t pay. Through the Government we will be paying indirectly. The sad thing is that people who do not use the expressways will also pay. With tolls, only the users pay.</b></div>
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14. The opposition is promising increases from 5% to 20% of gross profit to be paid to the states where oil is produced. At 5% these states are already getting more than what other states get from the Federal revenue. Imagine the amount at 20%. The fact is that the oil is found in Malaysia and all Malaysians must benefit from it.</div>
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<b>15. Then the opposition parties demand for higher education to be free for everyone. Do away with PTPTN. As far as I know only Germany, the richest country in Europe provides free tertiary education.</b></div>
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16. Taking all Ministries together, Malaysia spends almost 25% of its budget on education. No other country in the world developed and developing, allocate this much. Of this a very substantial portion has always been for scholarships.</div>
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17. But such is the demand for education in Malaysia that there are not enough scholarships for the deserving. Government had to launch a new scheme involving loans to cater for those who are qualified but cannot afford. The terms are very generous as the interest rate and repayment scheme permit repayment after they begin to earn an income. The loans are greatly subsidised by the Government.</div>
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<b>18. The opposition can promise to remove all payments by the people, but all the expressways, education service and the amenities/infrastructure will have to be paid by someone. We think of the Government as some sugar daddy with unlimited funds. It is not. Government money is in fact our money acquired through taxes of all kinds. Reducing tax will mean the Government has less money, and forcing the Government to pay for all our needs will lead us to bankruptcy. That is what happens to Greece and the other European countries.</b></div>
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22. Remember how President Obama of the “greatest democracy in the world”, promised to close down Guantanamo detention camp two days after his installation as President. Well Guantanamo is still there.</div>
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23. The opposition will certainly forget much more easily than Mr Obama.</div>ikinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07076778935203917112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4581086736045611714.post-87043861350885403072012-06-24T08:38:00.001-07:002012-06-24T08:38:09.463-07:00Serulah Allah atau serulah Ar-Rahman<br />
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">"ALLAH mempunyai Asmaa-Ul-Husna (nama-nama
yang agung yang sesuai dengan sifat-sifat ALLAH S.W.T.), maka bermohonlah
kepadaNya dengan menyebut asmaa-ul-husna itu." -(Surah Al-A'raf:180)</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">"Katakanlah: "Serulah Allah atau serulah
Ar-Rahman. Dengan nama yang mana saja kamu seru. Dia mempunyai al asma ul husna
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">"Dialah ALLAH, tiada Tuhan melainkan Dia, Dia
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">"Sesungguhnya Allah
s.w.t mempunyai 99 nama, iaitu seratus kurang satu, barangsiapa
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<o:p><i>Bismillahirrahmaanirraheem..</i></o:p></div>
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<o:p><i>Wahai Tuhan yang Maha Mendengar, Maha Lembut, Maha Melihat, Maha Mengasihani, Maha Pengampun, aku bermohon dengan sangat, permudahkanlah ujian-ujian yang telah Engkau perturunkan kepadaku dan jadikanlah ia sebagai wadah untuk aku lebih hampir padamu. Ampunilah segala dosa-dosa besar dan dosa-dosa kecilku, bersihkan diriku daripada segala kecelaan di dunia dan di akhirat, tunjukilah jalan-jalan kemudahan dalam setiap urusanku, dan kurniakanlah aku kejayaan yang terbaik di dunia dan di akhirat. Aku mohon dengan sangat Ya Allah.. Ameen..</i></o:p></div>
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fall asleep, I will choke and gag, this has happened for the past few nights.
I'm telling you I'm pretty sure I was aspirated every time it happened.. That
woke me up ie jump out from the bed, coughing and feeling anxious. It wasn't
associated with any bad dreams or inability to breath once im concious. But I seriously jumped out from bed feeling like dying. Its getting more frequent over time, I'm
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asthmatic symptoms… it’s a bit scary to admit, but asthma does run in my
family, and since now is summer, (yet this is Ireland so it is cold summer, I
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going on a few nights. My sleep was disturbed pretty badly. Cold air may induce
gagging in asthmatic state. Knowing that having strong family history, and I go
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